Sunday, May 29, 2011

Focus is Key

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! OH MY GOSH, I think I just wasted 3 days not studying anything! Why is this happening? Come to think of it why am I even writing this post? I should be giving it my all for the Mid-Years.








Its ok I will use this post as a constant reminder to never let this happen agian in my JC life.








I keep telling myself to work but my body does not move, and I have been going out like almost everyday. Its not that I do not want to spend time outside, especially if it is with my family and friends but it is so hard to juggle everything!








But then I remember the words that rang through my head after my PSLE, the same words that ran through the mant texts I have read.








"Nothing is Impossible, If you believe in something hard enough, it will become real"








This statement gave me the strength I needed to push myself into the many realms of science and humanities. It gave me the will to believe in what I wanted to achieve. What this staement actually means is to hust believe in something, but to believe in yourself. To believe that you can make it real. To believe is to give your heart and soul to whatever thing or person. To focus and push through all obstalces, all barriers and rising evertime you fall. To keep believing even if the world does not. To have faith even if it seems hopeless. To keep trying even after you have failed. And to not turn back, even if everone tells you to. But the most important thing is to do something about it. To believe is not to sit back and do nothing. That is called dreaming and dreams cannot be turned into reality without action.








Believing is much more. When you believe, you will not question the purpose of your actions, for you already have the reasons. You will not complain, for you will have known the risks and dangers. You will not back down, for you have something to fight for. And you will have focus and determination, for you have believed.








No one asks, but my favourite animal is the peregrine falcon. The main reason is because when the peregrine falcon knows what it wants, it will go to the ends of the earth and beyond to get it. When it is hunting, it swoops down at a blistering 200 km/hr to seize it and does not change its target once it locks on to it. It is the fastest animal in the world and I hope to be able to learn from its its focus and determination.








Well, I better go study agian. But I will end off wtih this.








"The person with the Eye of the Falcon is said to be able to see the farthest of distances. It gives focus like no other and with it comes unparralled speed and power."

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Techno rules the World!

Hi all, today I think I would like to talk about my favourite genere of music.

That is TECHNO TRANCE!!!!

Haha, alot of you may be wondering why I love techno trance so much so here are a few reasons.

1) To me, techno trance brings me into another world. It feels so elusive and distant. So enchanting and dreamy, it takes me away to another place everytime I hear it.

2) It helps me relax. Even if you guys may not think so, but techno trance is the music I listen to to destress. Because the feeling of techno trance just lifts my spirit up by taking it on a ride, soaring through through the skies and through space. (This is enjoyable for me because I really really want to be able to fly through the skies and the stars. I dream of it everytime I look at the many celestial bodies in the sky)

3) It empowers me like no other genere. (Other than epic music, my other fav!!! =D ) Everytime I hear it I feel like I can take down a dinosaur, RAWR!!! So everytime I need some motivation to carry on through the day, I will recall the many techno songs in my mind.

I hope one day I can make my own techno song. That will be sooooo coooool =P. So far I have not found anyone of my friends who like it. Haha, well its is ok. We all have a little world of our own! Mine is a place that is soooooo crazy it will freak many of my friends. haha! Well enjoy techno!!!!

Here is a song for you guys to enjoy! Click Here

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Green and Yellow

Today is one of those days where I have internal struggles agian.

It is so strange, having history repeat itself so many times. In every generation, I would have a green and a yellow. Why must there always be both of them coming together? And everytime I will have to choose and I usually choose the wrong one. When this happens, I feel like screaming and feel the world break beneath my feet. The problem comes with I do not know which one to choose. I do not know what will happen if I choose one and the strange thing is when I choose one of them, I always seem to get the other.

Green will always make me feel empowered and hopeful, then crush me like paper. Sometimes, it hurts so bad I will just go to one corner and emo. But for some reason I feel that green is bitter sweet and knocks me off my feet and I always seem to come back.

Yellow is different. Yellow makes me feel cheerful and worry-free, but then always seem to remind me of the bad things that can happen if I choose yellow. I can always relate to yellow but I also get mixed feelings too.

I am not sure of what to do. I originally choose green but then time showed me how elusive green can be with my abilities and how disastrous the consequences can be if I choose yellow. It feels like my heart shearding in too. I think the Westlife song "If I let you go" still best describes my dilemma.

Well, I hope an answer comes soon because I really do not want history to repeat itself for the third time. I got to keep on believing that everything takes time.

My blog LIVES!!!!

Yay, my blog is alive agian! I hope it does not die agian like last time. Maybe I should make it a point to update it once a month. Yeah! stay alive bloggie!